The Gay Veteran

Hope you enjoy the Slide Show of some of the things associated with the month of July, the USA, one of my all time favorite cars the incomparable 1972 Riviera, one of my favorite actors Heath Ledger as Ennis Del Mar, dab of eye candy with Ryan Phillippe as Shane 54, and of course the Pride Colors.  All photos are from the net and copyright of their individual owners.

The slide show is done with a WordPress plugin called Dynamic Content Gallery and you can download and/or install this happy little puppy by Ade Walker from Studiograsshopper.  And if you see some way to improve a picture, by all means say so in the comments because that’s the only way I have of knowing what to improve.

Made my rotten leg trip to the VA hospital in Little Rock, AR on Tuesday, left Morrilton around 11:50 AM and got there a little after 1 PM and finally got back home at a little after 5 PM.  Had a appointment with my doctor and learned she had taken off for the week and would I like to wait and come back the next week.  Well that’s 50 miles one way, or 100 miles round trip.  What do these Assholes think I’m made of, fuck em all money?  Because all of the fuck em all money I got coming in is from a small Social Security Disability Check each month.  Not only do I not have fuck em all kinda money, I don’t even have fuck em all personal transportation to get there with.  On the occasions when I do have to go for medications renewal a family member provides transportation there and back.

I got to make a trip to the rotten leg VA Hospital on Tuesday and that’s tomorrow, and I’m not looking forward to it because its a two hour round trip ride.  Spend about another hour in the waiting room waiting to see the doctor for medications renewal and figure 4 and half hours all total.  Little Rock, AR is not a place I care to be any more.   It’s no smoking here, no smoking there and in a lot of the apartments you can’t even smoke in your own home anymore, even though you are paying all of the rent on it.  Most of the time in Morrilton is so dead there isn’t even anything to write about, because if there is any life in something Morrilton will suck it away in a cold New York minute.

As I’ve stated before all of my VA claims are dead and buried for all time and By God no one will ever go near those fucking God Damned claims again.  And at this late date in life I intend to finish my remaining time in poverty and as a God Damned forced Social Outcast.  All Morrilton gives is nothing but fucking blue funks that like the heat in Vietnam never goes away, it just goes into the background.   Morrilton bitterly either sucks away or destroys what few things that do come along that offer even a little happiness.

And try mentioning that in a conversation and these God Damned people go off the deep fucking end, and into a screaming match defending this God Damned cesspool nowhere town and state.   In Louisiana all my teeth were going to be pulled free of charge by the VA hospital in New Orleans, here I’m obliged to deal with a God Damned Dixie Mafia mentality and fucked up VA system that won’t even talk me about it.  In New Orleans I had my church group and dinner in the French Quarter following church service.  Here I don’t even have the fucking church or group.  In New Orleans, not only did I have the desire but felt like walking for hours on end, here I barely even go out of the house.   Going to the New Orleans VA hospital was at least less than traumatic, here its a two hour round trip.  There was PJ’s on Elks Place after words or Armstrong Park on North Rampart, or Jackson Square in the French Quarter.

For some fucking reason all the heat and humidity here does is zap the energy level whereas in New Orleans the heat and humidity seemed to have the opposite effect.  Asthma and allergies are constant here and congestion  is something that you have to cough your God Damned off just to get even little to break free, and the only way to have even a decent fucking shit every three or four days is to use God Damned laxatives.

Naturally you people here at CAVHS covered your own God Damned Asses in a response to the White House,. I don’t give a God Damned what any of you people here at McClellan or CAVHS say, because I know only to damned well that my sexual orientation (Bisexuality/Homosexuality) is a major contributing factor in my over all fucked up absolute minimum health care that can be provided and  denial of VA benefits and compensation.

So as it stands, I have no God Damned options other than to grit my fucking teeth and bear it like I did in the God Damned fucking military, but rest assured as it is with all things “This To Shall Pass” one God Damned fucking way or another it will end eventually.