Another Asshole Conservative Anti Gay Crazy Miss Bitch
California State Senator Forced Out Of The Closet
OK another conservative Anti Gay Miss Bitch and socially challenged(rejected and can only get em because of power and position and sometimes not even then) came out of the closet, State Senator Roy Ashburn of California no less. Woo Who seems to be a who’s, who decade of coming out of the closet in the political land of the rich and infamous, (being forced out would be more the words I’d choose to describe it). This is utter unadulterated and undiluted hypocrisy in its most blatant form, so Senator Assburn jerns the club with fellow conspirators and previously ousted from the closet Senator (I have a wide stance) Larry Craig and Congressman, Representative Mark Foley. I’ll write more thoughts down on this as they come through lol guess it gives new meaning and ups the anti to the old Don’t Ask Don’t Tell policy, in fact you might even say its how Don’t Ask Don’t Tell got invented (case in point Monica Samille Lewinsky vs. Blow job William Jefferson Clinton aka Bill Clinton aka Billary). And lest I forget the infamous Ted Haggart, I’ll throw him in here as an honorable mention, or should I say dishonorable mention instead. Other dishonorable mentions include Governor Jim McGreevey, and Assemblyman Reed Gusciora. And now add another possible to the list of dishonorable mentions, Former Rep. Eric Massa is being investigated because of allegations he groped male staffers that worked in his office.
Update: Just learned this self same asshole and former Arkansas Speaker Of The House is running for Congress, vote against this self serving SOB in May and send Robbie Wills a absolutely clear message of how you feel about Robbie Wills and just how little you appreciate Robbie Wills leading the fight to raise TOBACCO TAXES.
As it stands now Senator Blanche Lincoln faces some tough competition in the next election and as one commenter put it, knows her arse is defeated and plans on flipping everyone the finger by voting for the Health Care plan submitted by President Obama. Another that I hope goes out the door is Arkansas Governor Mike Beebe who raised the Tobacco Tax by 56 cents a pack thanks to the asshole pictured at right Robbie Wills. Congressman Vic Snyder and Representative Marion Berry prudently choose not to seek re-election this time around, good riddance to both of them.
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The Real Issues I Am Obilged To Deal With:
Since I have to visit the VA Hospital again soon I sat down and put some of my thoughts on paper for the Psychiatrists. Since no one at the Little Rock VA hospital ever reads this and anyone that does only dismisses as utter rubbish I’ve decided to post it here on my blog word for word. These are the real issues I am obliged to deal with in this fucking situation here in Morrilton and in Arkansas without apologies to anyone. I suppose people in the freaking VA and McClellan feel I owe some type of loyalty to them the State of Arkansas and those in Morrilton feel I owe the city of Morrilton loyalty, fact is I don’t owe either of them a God Damned Thing other than the life long lies, denials, and rejections I have received by all four of them that’s all I’ve ever received from any of them.
Nor do I really care what type of emotions or feeling this invokes from the readers who surf through here. This is only some of the shit that I should telling the Psychiatrist but for some unexplained reason goes into a freaking black hole and never gets said or gets short circuited by anger and again never gets said. However in the peace and quite of my home sitting at my computer a tool that has no emotions or signals to give, I’m not limited to a hour or a half hour, the intimidation or body language of another person or Psychiatrist. Nor am I limited by social restrictions, language barriers, nor the need to hold back on the colorful words. All of this self same shit should have been spoken at the VA personal hearings through the years, but again for one reason or another and because of personal fears, weak communication skills and because I didn’t look like I was having any problems was all sucked into a bottomless black hole. On reflecting back over the years some of this anger, in fact quite a bit of it and some these feelings did come to the VA Psychiatrists and at the board hearings and it felt like I was literally talking to a Black Hole and the board members only got pissed and told me I was better off than most.
Blogs have literally opened up the world of communication to the inner world of the mind for countless thousands. Some readers might be wondering why I would put stuff like this on a blog the whole world stands a chance of reading, some readers might even be thinking I’m utterly bonkers and in some respects you just might right, but the main reason why I’m putting here is the hope those who know this and choose to think that I’m happy here or here because I want to be here will hook in sometime and have to read it and that all the years I have been here have not been good ones nor have they been happy ones. And now about all there is left is like Emmet Honeycutt said once on Queer As Folk, set in my apartment and wonder about all of the things that might have been. This is all of the shitty feelings that people in Morrilton won’t even acknowledge let alone care to hear about.
Complaint Against, The VA Regional Office Little Rock/North Little Rock.
Complaint Against The Doctors At McClelland Hospital, Little Rock, Arkansas.
Complaint Against CAVHS, (Central Arkansas Veterans Healthcare Little Rock/North Little Rock, Arkansas.
File and I hope your Cold Hearted Hate Filled Cowardly Bastards on the fucking VA review and ratings board and The Fucking VA Director gets to read it.
To the VA Psychiatrist because “doctors” these are the real fucking issues I am dealing with and no I do not expect it to one fucking bit of good one way or the other (too much fucking hate and evil working to make sure it doesn’t). The real issues you assholes here at the McClelland and the VA are refusing to even acknowledge let alone provide treatment for and if that piss’s the VA off well tough shit. I hate Morrilton and I hate Arkansas and the no hate filled bastard for whatever his reason is ever going to make me like them. I hate Morrilton and I hate Arkansas for all of the lost opportunities they have cost me and for all of the rotten health care I am obliged to have to put up with because of them. I hate Arkansas and Morrilton for all of the fucking empty wasted years that both have stolen from me.
I hate the cowards in it, that through their contacts in the VA, the Postal Services, The FBI, Telephone Wiretaps and the Ass Suckers that fucks it up for me, whenever I do leave this city and state and forces me to have to return because of family members. I hate the Stagnated mentalities I am forced to deal with on a daily basis. I hate the poverty I am forced to exist with and make do and the fucking attitudes of Morrilton and Arkansas. I hate the fucking Dixie Mafia of Arkansas and all of the fucking Inner Circle in Morrilton, and all of the God Damned Straights on the Downlow and all of the fucking Closet Queers that service them in the wee hours of the morning.
I hate all of the God Damned Social Isolation I am obliged to suffer with because of my openly gay lifestyle and the state of personal disrepair. I hate everything this fucking town and state either takes away or turns opposite to what it was for me in New Orleans, LA. Noting is enjoyable anymore not even the simple act of eating food. Eating these days involves doping my teeth with oral severe pain relief because of my painful rotten teeth, something the Dentists at the VA hospital in New Orleans were willing to take care of for me.
I hate all of the God Damned years The Military, The lowdown VA, Morrilton and Arkansas have stolen from me because of their asinine Greed, Hate, Resentment, and Jealously and stagnated, closed minded small-minded mentalities and attitudes. Morrilton is a fucking cesspool in a wagon rut that should never even have been on the drawing board let alone gotten off it. I get two fucking medications through this fucking hospital (McClelland) because the God Damned cold hearted stuck up Doctors here are more concerned with how much lab work they can order for the fucking research project’s.
Well I had the opportunity to set this Hospital and the fucking VA Regional Office right down on the fucking hot seat through a local news station (with camera crews, reporters and the whole nine yards) and I chose to turn them down because it’s a fucking public spotlight I for one have no intention of stepping into. But then again I may yet change my mind and do it anyway (depending on which way Don’t Ask Don’t Tell goes).
The doctors in the New Orleans VA hospital were going to pull all of my broken painful rotten teeth and provide me with a brand new set of false teeth, while this VA hospital want even talk to me about it (the difference between good doctors and a good hospital and bad doctors and a bad hospital).
That’s only a small token of what this VA Regional Office, Hospital and the fucking hate filled coward through his fucking whining and contacts. Morrilton and Arkansas may you rot right on into stinking all our oblivion. Well I don’t feel I am obliged to have to provide any type of research that’s going to benefit any veterans that I myself will never see any benefits from.
Veterans that never would even associate with me while in the military, and never even wanted to in civilian life. This is only a few of my feelings and thoughts about this God Damned Hospital, CAVHS Morrilton and Arkansas in general, nothing more and nothing less. Morrilton breeds hate, jealously, resentment and greed and forces in whether it wanted or not.
On top of that the military knocked out my whole fucking sexual libido and put me in a life long state of clinical impotence, so much for making any type of fucking money in porn, modeling, or commercial movies and that’s what the God Damned military gave to me. Sure as hell wish I could have known then what I know now, about the fucking VA health care, and fucking military. I would have stated then, that not only do I have homosexual tendencies but am all a homosexual. I hate all of the utter fucking fear I was obliged to suffer through for the two years of active military service, of being afraid to ask for help in Vietnam when the fear became so overpowering I couldn’t even budge a muscle let alone get up and move around, of finding out after my return the same overpowering fear had struck others here in Morrilton.
The repeal of Don’t Ask Don’t Tell will be under a great deal of debate this year, from members of Congress, the Senate the DOD as well as the Joint Chiefs of Staff, it is one of my fondest hopes Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell is repealed. Not so much that Gays might serve openly in the military, but that just maybe this VA Regional Office, CAVHS and this hospital (McClelland) will be put a the public hot seat because of all of the utter hate and discrimination The VA Regional Office, CAVHS and McClelland has shown in the past and continues to show in the present towards openly gay veterans and civilians.
I once publicly stated Morrilton should be declared an all out Health Hazard, what I should have said is Morrilton should be declared an all out Uninhabitable Toxic Waste Dump. Chronic illnesses are common, ranging from shortness of breath, chronic congestion, chronic fatigue, sudden unexplained lumps in the throat, chronic constipation, chronic stomach virus, hair loss, prostate cancers, chronic depression, insomnia, and chronic unexplained body pains and chronic kidney and bladder infections.
The hospital is little more than a bandage station for the poor and psychological services in this area are worth mentioning only because Morrilton has a counseling service (Counseling Services of Arkansas, Formerly Human Services of Arkansas). As for them providing any type of effective treatment suffice it to say that not even a dog or cat could find any effective treatment through them.
R Gilbert
Non-Compensated Gay Vietnam Veteran
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Another Stinking Election Year:
Well another election year has rolled around again both state and local and all of the greedy lying politicians will be ranking in the dollars and calling in the favors owed them. The ole my fellow constitutes (loosely translated) fucking little no money nobody’s, I promise this, I promise that, I promise whatever it takes to get you to vote for me, I’m on your side, Square Deal Sam they call me. All of the filthy politicians will be throwing the ole Promise The Moon speech around like champagne flowing at the White House and again loosely translated (fuck em all when I get in office I’m gonna rake in the cash, kickbacks and perks of the office while the rankin is good, I’ll promise em the moon, deliver as little as possible and lie like an old rug. In fact I don’t even watch shows that have actors in them that are from Arkansas, nor listen to any music performed by singers from Arkansas.
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Little Rock Arkansas avoid it and stay away If you smoke:
Little Rock Arkansas sure is becoming a damned fine place to avoid and stay away from. Nothing but wacko Anti Smoking crusaders there taking the basic rights of those in it. A case in point The Little Rock Housing Authority
http://www.todaysthv.com/news/local/story.aspx?storyid=96933&catid=2
Can’t smoke on the hospital grounds, can’t smoke on the bus’s, can’t smoke on the planes, the city parks or even the trains, can’t even smoke in your own apartment when you move into Cumberland Towers or receive rent assistance through The Little Rock Housing Authority. I as a smoker sure as hell wouldn’t go or move to a place where I couldn’t smoke in my own apartment (in fact I wouldn’t even go there on a short visit). I as a smoker sure as hell wouldn’t visit any city or place where I couldn’t light up and on the rare occasions I do have to go to as unwelcoming a place as Little Rock has become I make it as short and brief as possible. I as a smoker sure as hell wouldn’t have dinner in a place or even a hamburger (regardless of how 5 star rated it is even if I had the money to do so) where I couldn’t light up after a meal to enjoy with my coffee. Tourism is down, Revenue, is down and tobacco taxes are through the roof, Anti Smokers regardless of how bitter the pill and lead ball it is in their stomachs have to shoulder a large part of the blame for lack of Tourism and lost Revenue and all of the blame for Tobacco Taxes going through the roof. The state surplus has fallen far short of the projected amount generated by increased Tobacco Taxes, but cold hard reality can and is sometimes an extremely harsh teacher and plays favorites among no one.
From TodaysTHV:
Americans increasingly unhappy with their work
It used to be that people could light up and get rid of some of the job stress through smoking and brief social interaction with co-workers now they can’t even do that because of the Anti Smoking crusaders force feeding their stinking rights down everyone throats. Some of the job stress can be directly traced back to sub-conscious resentment, tension and anger towards anti smoking crusaders in job place.
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Souped Up CB’s Only With Video
Anyone remember the days of CB’s, Citizen Band Radio’s limited to a mere 4 watts of transmitting power and whatever kind of antenna and/or tower you wanted to put together. CB’s were in just about every home in the country and mobile cb’s in just about every vehicle on the road. Everyone had their favorite channels to talk on and breaks would come fast and furious over the public airways. Profanity happened on occasion although it was frowned upon by the FCC, and for few years it was all the rage. On a good day during heavy skip you could sometimes even reach as far away as other states and on a very good day even Australia. Like all fads though CB’s have mostly died out and went to CB heaven although a few are still in operation. All of that changed with a computer and broadband replacing the old CB in almost every home. Now you can video chat (live video and audio) with anyone in the world that has a computer, web cam and internet connection.
And it didn’t stop at the computers in the home, moved right on into the tiny little cellular phone barely as big as a credit card and only a few millimeters thicker. In the old days you had to pull the map out of the glove compartment to keep track of where you were and which route to take to get to your destination. These days just punch in the destination on the trusty lil ole cell phone and through the magic of GPS (Global Positioning Satellite), have a visual display of the route displayed on the tiny little screen and voice turn by turn directions as well.
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